Goodbye but not forever though

We met a long time ago,
It was love at first sight I know,
I loved you and for you I cared,
but with you those feelings I never shared.
 
Then I learnt Someone else you love and care.
To come between you both, I would never dare.
Not because I did not want to 
but because I wanted happiness for you.

Then I did go for another arm, 
but with him, I could never be calm.
For this I now know that I was wrong
for all these years your love I've longed.
Of you I have thought throughout the years.
For you I have shed so many tears.
So long ago I solemnly vowed
to tell of my love for you if fate allowed.

 

Our paths crossed again not so long ago.
I remembered the vow of my love you should know.
Before I could tell you, you gave a surprise.
You told me you loved me and brought tears to my eyes.

 
You told of your love and how much you cared
how you felt sad that this you had never shared.
You said that you felt bad for telling me so late
and for this you will never forgive yourself and hate.

 

All this time I have dreamed of your touch
to know you wanted the same means so much.
We have shared so much from the present and past.
I have prayed so much that this would last.

 
You have told me that what we want is wrong
How can this be when we have loved so long?
Something happened and we fell apart
Crushing my dreams and breaking my heart.

 

To love you was a gift from above.
The gift of love, the mirage of dove
.My heart won't allow me to let you go,
it wants and misses you so.
I tried to leave to mend the pain,
but it is about to drive me insane.

 

Saddened and hurting my heart goes on
knowing again that you are gone.
Because in your hands is where my heart lies
Alone and depressed it sadly cries.
Please know that this is how I truly feel
because twice in my life you have made it all real.
I know you had feelings that you just would not show.
I know that it hurts when you want to let go.
My actions say yes but heart still says no.
I love you with my heart and soul.
You made me feel loved, you made me feel whole.
I have always known that you are the one for me.
I still believe though you say it can't be.
There is one thing that I have to say
I love you too much to just walk away.
We said goodbye but I want you to know.
Goodbye is goodbye but not forever though

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